Life is a mister or you can say it is suspense, things happen when they are least expected. And some things in life just don’t work out, just because of some thing least expected. There are two ways to deal with it, the easy way, and that a hard way. Easy way is to just sit back and relax and enjoy the ride maybe there are some bumps and humps, who cares there still lot of nice smooth road to course around. And then there is the hard way, you try to take the drivers seat and try to go around all the obstacle in the path, exhaust you self and your mind till you cant do it do no more, then you realize that you can help it, if there is a bump in a road, there is a bump in a road, and some time you have to go thought it you cant control every thing. But we are scared of regrets, and I can tell you for fact you can get rid of them, no time in the world can heal scar of regret, now you might forget abut them for a while but they are there and some day or some time you might see and feel them again. Now what I try to do, I try not to have any regrets, I just tell to my self it wasn't meant to be, what had to happen has happened and there is nothing to I can do, I try to blame it to on luck and fate, and it works,………. some times. But what to do abut that thing attached to our heart so firmly that, they cant go away what out leaving a sacker, as I sad we cant help it, what so meant to be yours, was never meant to be, like that love that you have lost, the love you never got, and the love you got and kept it but it was never meant to be. I have come to a decision (probably because of my age) there noting more painful then the love you can give but you can't give, the love you can take but you cant take, and the love that can be………….but never meant to be. I ask you why?…………… why it's so had to fall in love, the then why is it even harder to fall from love, and then much worse to not be able to fall out of it, why do we always have to deal with it, the hard way why we just don’t let it be, why we try to stop it form falling a part until we fall apart, why do we even take it up to the point, where it starts falling a part. Why do we do that, why do we take our loves to the point of no return. Can some one tell me that? What I like to think we all try to test the strength of our love, and some this testing goes to far, up to that point of no return, probable then we realize what we had, and try not lo lose it, funny isn’t it, we brake it then we try to fix it. the thing I am so worried abut is that I have been doing this it since, ever, every nice thing I had, I took it a part until I reached to the point of no return, and never realizes. And when you do it long enough, every one including your own self lose the sight of your reality, and then every time you feel something question resizes about its sincerity, depth and dedication, you barker some ones heart, next time you fall in lover, question will be asked abut your dedication, and if you are! telling the truth, weather or not you will break another heart again, or in some cases you will be ignored and played with, and you will be ask you self,……… did I brake any heart last time. So how dose it happen,………… the love with no regrets. I don’t know, in a blink of eyes, in the depths of smile, in the sense of that touch, or just the in thoughts, what I do know is, it takes only a moment to brake it a part, all you have to do is think it cant work out , and the castle of love you made sincerely, comes trembling down, just because of one a simple doughty "it cant work out". The only exit I see form this pain is, confrontation, realizing you droughts, and mistakes, its hard I know, but it possible, it that easy part. But that hard part is to confront some on else, you just can do it if that other person don’t want to confront, so how do you do that ……………. I don’t know, or may be I do know and just don’t want to tell or talk about it, thing is the whole deal is so messed up just because of our dam ego that it always raise a question and the answer to every question is an other question you just cant get to the answer. So try not to get the answers just try to think
"some things in life where never meant to be"